Electrocutifier.

So my days have consisted of twisted dreams, porcelain memories, holding onto a blurry eyed romantist, and waking up as a whole complete different person. All is well now I believe. Time heals.

Won’t blog much for several days. Reason why?

• Pangkor Island 25/11-26/11; Pleasure.
• Langkawi Island 27/11-6/12; Business - LIMA.
• Penang 10/12-12/12; Pleasure.
• Bukit Merah, Perak 13/12; Pleasure.

Hell yes. Now this, is what I call a holiday.

Good days lads and lasses!

Forgive me god for I have sinned.

I miss it. That one thing that I sometimes tend to label as an annoyance but finding self agitated with ridiculous labeling. That one thing that I sometimes ignore but look up for when I’m disdained. That one thing that I sometimes shove over at the side of this mind when things turned into perfect chaos yet it’s the only thing that my mind can ever register on. That one thing that I sometimes try locking away yet keep escaping and returning without fouls. I miss it, damnit.

Ever heard of the art of breating? Yes, inhale, exhale. Simple.

Ouch.

• Contemplation finally resulted. Hair is a go. Thanks Aunt Nellie.
• Current heart condition; still breathing. Current boggling issue; taming heart process is a tough one!
• Godsent things: (i) Pangkor trip. Quality time baby, quality time. (ii) Langkawi trip. Pleasure, cough, business. *putting game face on* (iii) Penang trip. Si, more family vacay. Envy is an option. (iv) Bukit Merah trip. And„ another family vacay. Aah, kick me hard on the ass for Im afraid I might be off the hook with these many pleasure.
• Breathe in, breathe out.
• Compressing love for good food and secretly praying for inner calmness to innate, I need two of those!

Batshit panicky is gotta go.

I wish to wish that I’d be wished.

• Laying by the soft sands, having the breeze kisses you relentlessly, lullabied by the beautiful waves and electrify self with the situation, I’d like that.
• Finding self in heart-stirring beauty places, camera hanging round neck like a genuine tourist, inhaling on all the new vibe, travel from place to place, I’d like that.
• Running round town passing everyone and everything at 7 in the morning, ears plugged with energetic beats that compounds with heart palpitation, feeling of satisfaction and control all blend in one, I’d like that.
• Digging in chocolates and cookies and junks, patrolling on the square electric box with full blast joy, executing motion marathons, I’d like that.
• The state of not having to think of anything and do whatever that is desired, I’d most DEFINITELY like that.

Not making much sense. Aware of that, point taken. Emo attempt will be rebutted. Move along now.

If only things weren’t so blatant.

• Back from camp. Post headline was a non related.
• Returns? Muscles ache, moderate sun burnt and semi ugly toe ‘transmigration’. Sheesh. And oh, fun was had nonetheless.
• Heart condition; palpitation is off the beat.
• Inner heart condition; remains as a severe mystery.
• One more week to kill till time flies off on the beach.
• In major consideration of chopping hair off. To chop or not to chop?

Hurm. Issues baby, issues.

I need to get close to God. Like real close.